Drum roll please... This is my first post.

Good morning sunshine! Good morning to people who wake up late during Sunday that it's not morning anymore-- Good Noon to you! Good morning to me and my disheveled bed and the heap of cluttered things beside me. I am literally occupying about 1/4 of my bed space - no wonder my back hurts. Good morning to my laptop, which squats on the foot of my bed, hogging my precious space. Good morning to you imaginary people who reads my blog.

My life is a mess.

Literally, my life is a mess. I look around me and I don't even see a room. It's like a colorful junk shop. I look around me again and say to myself while clutching handfuls of hair on my head, "My life is a mess!!!"

The Vintage Drama Queen Lesson # 1: YOUR ROOM REFLECTS YOUR LIFE.

Through the years, I have come to discover that my room reflects the cycles of ups and downs of my life. When my life is disorganized, my room is not organized (Yes, my room gets organized too!). Sometimes, we get so busy that we don't realize that our lives needs a re-assessment. Sometimes, I get too caught up with the serious-adult-stuff-that-makes-you-even-older-stuff that I tend to neglect the fun things in my life that keeps on stacking up in one corner. And this morning, I realized as I look around my room, there are a lot of things that remind me of hobbies, dreams, passion and love.

I am one of those people who get caught up in entropy and get used to it. Entropy, is the measure of disorder and randomness. And amidst the randomness and disorder, I know where to find even the smallest of stuff amongst the disarray of varied thingamabobs (as the Little Mermaid would have described them). Well, one thing is for sure, I will definitely enjoy fixing up because when i do, it's like being in the cave of wonders . Each thing put away carries a certain memory and evoke a different emotion. But I guess that is also where the hard part is because I would definitely be held up by those things and it would take me eons before I finally put my room back in order again.

So I guess, this is the part where I should stop thinking about fixing my room and actually doing it. I was actually in a trance a while ago daydreaming about me being Hermione and using my magic wand. With the whisk of a wand, I will just shout, "Tergeo, Room!" (Tergeo is a spell for fixing up or cleaning the house in Harry Potter).

Poof.

There goes my daydream bubble. And so I'm off to fix my life... Oh, I mean, my room.


With lots of drama,